last night i dreamed of...
pizza!...
oh i am dying for a nice thick warm
slice of...
pizza!
ahhh but i cannot open my mouth over a centimeter
i cannot chew anything yet, my left cheek is very swollen
and certainly cannot eat too much fat or spicy foods
even less pizza
after this oral surgery
but i would give away my "kingdom of nothingness" for a nice
warm, crunchy, delicious piece of
pizza!
Friday, February 08, 2008
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
Open Wide, Say Ah!
so afraid!
but... here i go
or... off they come
Weisheitszähne
Wisdom teeth
Muelas del juicio
but... here i go
or... off they come
Weisheitszähne
Wisdom teeth
Muelas del juicio
Monday, February 04, 2008
focus rain
guess just winter
and windy rains on
early february days
thru my car window
a stop light
and
i try to focus on the rain
the rain remains unfocused
nevertheless
keine Bildschärfe
these weekend
was
rain rain rain
wind
some more rain
unusual in san diego
unusual these days
dunno why
the rain?
the fish?
the teeth?
surely
the wind
the rain
the mood of these days
cannot find myself
comfy, on my own skin
cannot wait to wear again
my pijamas of non-stress
and selflessness
a nap in the meantime
is that time of the night
again.
and windy rains on
early february days
thru my car window
a stop light
and
i try to focus on the rain
the rain remains unfocused
nevertheless
keine Bildschärfe
these weekend
was
rain rain rain
wind
some more rain
unusual in san diego
unusual these days
dunno why
the rain?
the fish?
the teeth?
surely
the wind
the rain
the mood of these days
cannot find myself
comfy, on my own skin
cannot wait to wear again
my pijamas of non-stress
and selflessness
a nap in the meantime
is that time of the night
again.
Saturday, February 02, 2008
Kiyo y su banda de Piratas
Kiyo, the fish
finally recovering
from Popeye
to my surprise and relief
he spent many days on a
"hospital tank"
under a 150 watts lamps
and 2 antibiotics
Maracyn-Two and CopperSafe
i put a thermometer and he
adopted it as his home
but today i finally set him up
in a new 2 gallon tank
with heather, some nice rocks
a cave, and a pirate skull
it seems that mister Kiyo
after surviving strong sickness
has decided to sail to more dangerous adventures
now he lives a life on the edge
he's Kiyo, der Korsar, der Pirat
Kiyo, el corsario, el Pirata!
beware...
and my smiling final again
after a long week
and another one to come
as wisdom teeth surgery awaits for me
this coming Wednesday...
to confess i just don't want to deal
with the whole thing
but i guess it is not option
anymore
here, to cheer-up a bit
this is not a love song
from the wonderful album
Nouvelle Vague
just covers of post-punks classic songs
in bossa nova versions
this one originally by Public Image Ltd.
who remembers them?
i guess i did tonight
Friday, January 25, 2008
RESERVED for photography
and as always
siempre
und immer
photography
has been my soulful escape
a wonderful remedy!
so to cure this bad mood
schlecht gelaunt
and silly jealousness
the complete recipe
that i prescribe myself ror tonight is
1. a beer (Pacífico, the mexican "pilsner")
2. fake chinese food
and
3. this photo of parking lot back on 2007
a lonely Saturday
and whatever to whatever with the rest...
strange Friday und schlecht gelaunt
this day went all over the place
emotionally.
started a nice Friday
on the high-side
getting tickets for Coachella 2008!
and the idea of a wonderful visitor
all was fine.
in spite of my fish sickness
it was midday and the sun shined a little
but then all started to come down
this controversial monstrous machine
of communication that we humans have built
the internet
brought me unpleasant surprises
this internet that has provided hours of joy
and valuable human information exchange
has many times gave me doubts
and reminds me of old pains...
has come back with its bitter taste
just a 'whatever' feeling about it
tonight
and anyway, i have worse problems
than this feeling of doubt and bad mood
with my little sick fish
and the guilt of if trying to cure him
or to let him go
the euthanasia question raises in my mind
in such a little specimen such a little fish
but still a reflection of the entity we all
living beings are
then and again when i see my fish suffering
how long to see if he gets better shall i wait?
and how much shall i trust in my luck again?
2008 started swell
but something on the air that night
told me this will be an intense year
i don't read the stars properly and my
pretentious astrology words and knowledge is null
but i am a woman
so i believe in instincts and "corazonadas"
in auguries, and femenine presages
in Weissagung, die Ahnung...
i am a woman and we have a chip installed
for those things...
boredom die Langeweile
the root of some many human tragedies
but... what when one can't play?
that 2008 would be a wonderful year
but in an intense sort of way
with high-highs but to be
aware of low-lows
seems that the action of life
and for so on of death
are in full motion
these days
dunno
it's magic it's life
it's jealousy and it's love
it's the beauty and the horror mixed
together
but, isn't that the way they come
always together anyway?
entrancing one with the other
like two twisted lovers when they don't know
if the other one has come to an end...
dunno
but i end on a bad mood this Friday
and my fish is still sick
so... f**k!
the 1st one of 2008
and notice i am so web-polite
that prefer the use of *
to spell it all out
i am part of the problem
i know! keine solution from me
and to end it all
for better nor/or worse
the word of the day
yesterday was
nolens volens
sounds like a joke
a bad one!
emotionally.
started a nice Friday
on the high-side
getting tickets for Coachella 2008!
and the idea of a wonderful visitor
all was fine.
in spite of my fish sickness
it was midday and the sun shined a little
but then all started to come down
this controversial monstrous machine
of communication that we humans have built
the internet
brought me unpleasant surprises
this internet that has provided hours of joy
and valuable human information exchange
has many times gave me doubts
and reminds me of old pains...
has come back with its bitter taste
just a 'whatever' feeling about it
tonight
and anyway, i have worse problems
than this feeling of doubt and bad mood
with my little sick fish
and the guilt of if trying to cure him
or to let him go
the euthanasia question raises in my mind
in such a little specimen such a little fish
but still a reflection of the entity we all
living beings are
then and again when i see my fish suffering
how long to see if he gets better shall i wait?
and how much shall i trust in my luck again?
2008 started swell
but something on the air that night
told me this will be an intense year
i don't read the stars properly and my
pretentious astrology words and knowledge is null
but i am a woman
so i believe in instincts and "corazonadas"
in auguries, and femenine presages
in Weissagung, die Ahnung...
i am a woman and we have a chip installed
for those things...
boredom die Langeweile
the root of some many human tragedies
but... what when one can't play?
that 2008 would be a wonderful year
but in an intense sort of way
with high-highs but to be
aware of low-lows
seems that the action of life
and for so on of death
are in full motion
these days
dunno
it's magic it's life
it's jealousy and it's love
it's the beauty and the horror mixed
together
but, isn't that the way they come
always together anyway?
entrancing one with the other
like two twisted lovers when they don't know
if the other one has come to an end...
dunno
but i end on a bad mood this Friday
and my fish is still sick
so... f**k!
the 1st one of 2008
and notice i am so web-polite
that prefer the use of *
to spell it all out
i am part of the problem
i know! keine solution from me
and to end it all
for better nor/or worse
the word of the day
yesterday was
nolens volens
sounds like a joke
a bad one!
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Sábado, step-by-step
mein Samstag in zwölf Schritten
my Saturday in twelve steps
my Sábado en doce pasos
1. an early visitor - loud singing bird
2. my neighbor's cat, britney, she visits me on the weekends and seats at the front steps of my door
3. britney trying to sneak into my house, again...
4. early blooming in the entrance little plants, an early spring?
5. new leaf of a little plant i rescued in 2007, it's growing!
6. my new tea warmer arrived in a very neat box
7. peppermint cut leaf organic tea and black ceylon pettiagalla
8. another little bird - outside my kitchen window having his Nektar-Mittagessen
9. time for the new tea warmer test
10. und später... a second tea warmer test
11. finished reading Carlos Ruiz Zafón's 'Marina'
12. and the book, even though is in Spanish, came all the way from here with me
my Saturday in twelve steps
my Sábado en doce pasos
1. an early visitor - loud singing bird
2. my neighbor's cat, britney, she visits me on the weekends and seats at the front steps of my door
3. britney trying to sneak into my house, again...
4. early blooming in the entrance little plants, an early spring?
5. new leaf of a little plant i rescued in 2007, it's growing!
6. my new tea warmer arrived in a very neat box
7. peppermint cut leaf organic tea and black ceylon pettiagalla
8. another little bird - outside my kitchen window having his Nektar-Mittagessen
9. time for the new tea warmer test
10. und später... a second tea warmer test
11. finished reading Carlos Ruiz Zafón's 'Marina'
12. and the book, even though is in Spanish, came all the way from here with me
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