Showing posts with label home. Show all posts
Showing posts with label home. Show all posts

Sunday, July 23, 2017

Staying home

I have been sick for a couple of days
Diverticulitis
This weekend, I stayed home
Reading and spending time with the cats
And binge-watching TV
Little patio

Herr Gato and his plant

Frau Kitty

Frau Kitty uses the stairs to get to the top of her house

Thursday, May 24, 2012

new casa

i've been living in my new home for about 6 months
but somehow it still feels new
every day that goes by, i am thankful to life and my mom
for being able to live in such a lovely little place

i love art but these days i cannot afford buying a lot of it
so i find comfort on having 'original' art

the idea of having 'original' art started with a gift from my friends
m&m... they enlarged and framed this photo of Herr Gato
as my house warming gift
the picture looked nice but it was missing a companion! so i enlarged a photo of a tree i took in Germany while visiting Herr Thilo
here is a link to the original photograph,

i also try to keep only natural plants in my home
a lovely orchid and some older plants i brought from the older home
and then i have this lovely enlargement that Insky sent me a while ago
both the Insky and the Herr Gato are originals too



for my bedroom these photos i took a while ago from  Julian

Friday, May 27, 2011

before and after, the sprawl



back in 2005 i moved my now-a-days home
it had a little palm up front...
one day, it looked dry, so i watered it
then the next day i watered again...

another day, she looked a little sad
so i put a little plant food
and watered it again

i kept on watering her, at least every other day
&
now the little palm is bigger than the house!



only 5 years have passed
but when i see her magnificent leaves
and seat and read under her shade
i cannot stop from smiling and being thankful
to her, she has grown so tall and big
we take care of each other
that is our plant-human deal



i dedicate to her one of my favorite
Arcade Fire songs, The Sprawl II
the palm does know about sprawling, huh?



They heard me singing and they told me to stop,
Quit these pretentious things and just punch the clock,
These days, my life, I feel it has no purpose,
But late at night the feelings swim to the surface.
Cause on the surface the city lights shine,
They're calling at me, "come and find your kind."

Sometimes I wonder if the world's so small,
That we can never get away from the sprawl,
Living in the sprawl,
Dead shopping malls rise like mountains beyond mountains,
And there's no end in sight,
I need the darkness someone please cut the lights.

We rode our bikes to the nearest park,
Sat under the swings, we kissed in the dark,
We shield our eyes from the police lights,
We run away, but we don't know why,
And like a mirror these city lights shine,
They're screaming at us, "we don't need your kind."

Sometimes I wonder if the world's so small,
That we can never get away from the sprawl,
Living in the sprawl,
Dead shopping malls rise like mountains beyond mountains,
And there's no end in sight,
I need the darkness someone please cut the lights.

They heard me singing and they told me to stop,
Quit these pretentious things and just punch the clock.

Sometimes I wonder if the world's so small,
Can we ever get away from the sprawl?
Living in the sprawl,
Dead shopping malls rise like mountains beyond mountains,
And there's no end in sight,
I need the darkness someone please cut the lights.

Monday, March 22, 2010

Lucky, the story of homeless black cat around Golden Hill and Normal Heights

A couple a months ago, according to the notes I take on my agenda, January 16, a howling cute medium length hair black cat started hanging out around my house. My outdoor house is somehow of a trap for homeless cats, as I place (placed) food for the skunks outside every night, so this guy started showing up, along with a sicker meaner black cat, this guy would howl and howl and meow and meow, so intensively and without stop that we thought it was a little female cat in heat.


Lucky before getting lost, already in bad shape
life is tough for a homeless cat even in Southern California


Then one day I saw “him” closer, he has these 2 little bags by his tail that showed, he was indeed a male, just a howling one, as I gave him some canned food he started showing up more frequently, so the other cat, who was in bad shape and had a nasty wound on his head, this other cat wasn't as friendly as the howling one, and hissed at me before feeding him. They were fighting over the territory, growling and howling to each other, and to join them was Frau Kitty, my rather small tuxedo female cat. It was becoming a desperate situation, but out of mercy, I still fed them.

Herr Gato and his 16 pounds of fear and fur would hide under the chairs inside the house and would only growl from his safe post… Frau Kitty though, who is the smallest of all these cats, barely 9 pounds and really small, like a young cat, was ready always to face and fight both homeless cats and even Herr Gato, like a good woman, she is in charge!

Days came and went by, and the cats somehow started mellowing out. The nicer black cat though would still howl, mostly for food and to call attention and for pets, he really likes to hang-out with people and with cats. While the meaner black cat would just come shortly, hiss, eat, and leave, or hanged out but not so close and always suspicious and scared.

Once frau Kitty and Herr Gato started being less afraid of him and being sort better around him, he would follow them around ALL the time… he really wanted to be friends… in the meantime, the wilder, sicker, meaner cat, would only show up for food and to growl, eat and leave… rarely he would stick around for too long.


frau Kitty, Herr Gato, and Lucky on the front courtyard before
I took him to Golden Hill where he escaped and got lost for 1 week

One day this lovely cat started showing more signs of fights and abscess, infections everywhere and scratches he gave himself surely because of fleas, he was getting into really bad shape! And him being so friendly, one can almost make sense of his howling looking for help.

Anyway, I decided to start helping this black cat, he is so friendly and so desperate for feline and human friends! I put some Advantage on him for the fleas and on Saturday the 13th I took him to the vet, they said his abscess were bad, they gave him a shot of antibiotics and put him on antibiotics for 10 days, they asked me to clean his wounds daily and do warm infusions, I knew this would be near to impossible to do on my own, ‘cause, like a good stray cat, he fights you when you try to do many things on him, amazingly, he lets me pick him up and he loves to be petted, but cleaning wounds, heck no!! So I started the e-mailing and posting on Facebook trying to find a temporary place for the cat.

My old fried Martin decided to help and give him a home for a while thinking of maybe adopting him too. We took him to Marty’s home and he seemed scared to be indoors but OK, I asked Martin to be very careful with the door, we bought him tons of canned food, cat litter (which we weren’t sure he knew how to use) a scratcher and even a cute toy… the same day we left him at Martin’s home, while Marty went to get some dinner, the cat decided to escape through the window screen of the kitchen!! Now he was lost, sick, and in a strange neighborhood full of other homeless cats, all hungry, AND very close to the Balboa Golf course and canyon, where coyotes are known for eating cats for dinner…

I was inconsolable, and that's why I wrote about the 'ironic' turn of events, now that after weeks, I finally decided to take him under my wing and find him a home, and even more, having find him one, he gets lost, and was in even worse conditions! being outside his territory, having to face other homeless cats, and without the food I was providing twice a day for him... It was really sad for me and life threatening for him.


the flier that helped rescuing Lucky, fliers and good neighbors are essential to find a lost pet!

I plastered ALL of Golden Hill with fliers, I felt so guilty with this cat, one thing is to be a homeless cat in your territory and another one very different to be injected with tons of antibiotics, and then left alone on a neighborhood you don’t know… only to make myself feel better about my silly attempt to give home to a NOT neutered and always outdoor cat, I started looking for him every night on Marty’s neighborhood in Golden Hill, which is about 5 miles from my house, every night last week, from Monday to Friday, I went there, my friend Perro came with me once and Marty too, and we walked every alley and asked every pedestrian about a homeless stray black cat in bad shape and a shaved tail, giving them fliers or my phone number… I realized I could cross my arms and seat and cry, or try to find him! Some friends thought I was crazy and facing the impossible, but I realized that the time I spent looking for him, if anything, was helping me feel better about myself, instead of seating at night at home, eating snacks behind the TV or trying to channel the bad energy through a Yoga class, I decided to do what was most pro-active and simple to do, to find the cat! If i didn't find him then the Yoga would help or the TV and snacks, but he needed much more than me feeling OK, he needed help! I walked Golden Hill up and down, the walks and the fresh air while scream for a cat, were actually very therapeutic! I ate some good pizza at Luigi's Pizza with Perro, and met tons of good people who were concerned and offered to call if the cat was seen, also crossed my path with many homeless survivors, both human, and feline, was a strange week, different, but somehow a good one... one time i came across a couple who just saw him 20 minutes before! being chased by another cat down C Street, they recognized him 'cause of the shaved tail, those sights of the cat and the phone calls kept the hope high...


picture by Perro, a shy moon and a palm tree with San Diego downtown on the back, a beautiful night in San Diego reminder of the Black Cat Wild Chase (title ala Murakami's A Wild Sheep Chase fashion)

A lot of nice people called, telling me they have seen him! But me living about 15 minutes drive from there, by them time I showed up, of course the elusive cat was gone. I was gladly surprised and my heart warmed up every time somebody took the patience to write down my number and called trying to rescue the cat! I realized how close to pets are Southern Californians, specially people in Golden Hill, where, by the way, saw a lot of cats walking around, some stray ones being fed by neighbors and some outdoor cats

On Friday night, I placed the last batch of fliers, on a couple of blocks north of where he escaped from, the latest report of seeing him was by this area, so I decided this was the last set of fliers I would hang up.

Saturday was the first day since he got lost that I didn’t drive around Golden Hill armed with wet cat food and flash light… I was decided to let him go…

But then on Sunday morning, a woman with an agitated voice from walking fast called me from her cell phone: “I am walking my dog and I just saw your cat on Broadway and 25th! The one with the shaved tail…” I asked if she could hold him for me while I went there, but she had a dog with her… I realized it was useless for me to stop my breakfast coming to drive there again… as I was putting my bread in the toaster and taking my tea bag out of the tea, I received a second call! From a different woman, he was now on Broadway and 27th!!… I couldn’t ignore the phone calls, after all, these women were taking the time and care to call, before eating the toast or drinking the tea, I drove there… with my cat food, flashlight, and hope… I drove very slowly, and walked the area for around 45 minutes; NO cat and no luck again… hungry, dizzy, and with a broken hearth I drove back home…

I had my breakfast and started reading again, it was a dull Sunday morning, cloudy on the skies, and in my heart, I couldn’t believe that so many people have seem him and I just couldn’t get a hold of him… I was again hopeless and very sad... ready to sublimate on the Yoga...

But around noon, another phone call came in! This time, two women from a big house on Broadway have NOT only seen the cat, but the most important part they were feeding him and holding him for me!! They said, that if I went there right away they would be able to keep him busy while I got there… 10 minutes later and against his will he was going into my cat’s cage and being drove back to his land of Normal Heights!!

I couldn’t believe it! When I had finally made my peace of letting him go, he was coming back home… he lost a lot of weight in a week, he was already in bad shape and his wounds look worse, and had new scratches from more fights... I cannot bringing in my house for many reasons, I live in a small studio, if only I had an extra room!! But the only door inside my house is the one for the bathroom, before taking the cat to Martin’s home, I tried to lock him in my bathroom which is very small, and he totally freaked out, being him an outdoor cat and not neutered, also Herr Gato and Frau Kitty can stand him outside the house, but once he’s in, they hiss endlessly and herr Gato even tried to attack me!!

So yesterday, when he came back, he ate like 3 cans of food in a row, he was starving, but also started recognizing all the marks of spray he left behind and started re-peeing all over my front yard, a good thing, in spite of the smell, it meant he knew he was back home, after eating and snoozing a bit with me reading outside and my cats, he went to the alley and disappeared, I wondered if he would come back and ask for food as he did for the past 2 or so months… a couple of hours later, I recognized the needy howl, he was back and wanted more food! His abscess are dirty and me alone is very hard to clean them… but he’s hungry which means is not running a fever or a harsh infection… last night, was the tougher part, I had to let him sleep outside, I thought, well, he slept many nights out, probably his whole life, so at least he’s back to his territory and has eaten a good deal of healthy food, and hopefully feels safe… I left yet another can of wet food for the overnight munchies… at 4am when herr Gato requested to be let out, the wet food was gone, so he, or the other black cat, had midnight snack… I was still curious to see if he would appear this morning…

Today since 6.30am I’ve been awake since Frau Kitty and Herr Gato keep asking for food and to be let out… it was 9 am when I decided I had to leave for work… and just as I was sadly leaving some food for him in case he would show up later, I heard, by now, that lovely howl… he was back!! He ate more this morning and my neighbors know too that he’s back!! He was socializing with Penny’s a white cat who just moved next door…

I called the veterinary and they said to go back to his antibiotics, and to keep him indoors and warm, they don’t understand my house situation when I tell them that is NOT possible for me to keep him in for not even one night… again, there is only 1 door in my whole home and I have already two ex-homeless cats who are not so OK with the animal sleeping in… Martin was our only solution and the cat was so freaked out at his home that broke a window screen… while this guys is not neutered is NOT an option to keep him in…


here Lucky, after coming back home, eating plenty he snoozed by the little water bowl
he drank now & then, I bet he was dehydrated from so many days of little food and probably no water



on this side view, you can see his scratches, he had some already
before getting lost, but he collected more on the week he survived in Golden Hill


I have hope that with love (me and my cats) and my friends help (Perro and Marty) some antibiotics and plenty of wet food, he’ll recover from his abscesses, and hopefully, once healthy, we can get him neutered, and then we can find him a home, I think one, where he can go in and out… probably, he will end up with Martin, as planned, back to Golden Hill… but for the time being, he’s still outdoor and recovering after being lost for a week.

I have a policy of not naming homeless stray cats, but as this morning, I started calling him Lucky, Blackie, and/or Jack… I think Lucky is the most accurate one for him, I only hope his luck continues and he recovers from these awful abscess and doesn't get more into fights... as soon as he recovers, I am looking for him being neutered, that way he won't fight as much nor escape...


herr Gato and Lucky as yesterday Sunday hanging out at the Alley
it's a relief to see Herr Gato remembers him and it's OK with him around!
if you see closer, you can see Lucky's awful abscess on the front leg
he has a nasty one on his tail too


The adventures of a stray black cat and a Mexican woman in Golden Hill and Normal Heights, good title for a noir mystery novel in Southern California, huh?

and I guess if the story has a moral, it would be, if you loose a cat or a pet, do not give up! fliers and word of mouth do work, and also as Tennessee Williams' Blanche Dubois' would say: "... relied on the kindness of strangers." As the ones who helped me find the cat, or as the stranger I was for Lucky, now after many adventures, his friend I've become...

Thursday, February 18, 2010

domestic bliss & these feverish daydream songs

today was an odd day
the office was stuffy & warm, problems with the AC
it gave me a sore throat that blended with work stress
soon felt
like a daydream or a fever

i came home and the Gatos,
the skunk farm (more on this later),
and the new homeless kitty around (more on this later too),
were all asking for food, demanding attention
and busy being cats

the yoga fixed the throat for a little
but the body aches, and nightmarish feeling, stayed
i made some veggie soup and tea, but no luck
and by now it's too late

but then, like magia, i find this picture from a couple
of weeks ago



& yes! we are capable of domestic bliss

and then when not, as i found out too,
have this [below] to cuddle
with gatos and with soul,
no matter how many fevers or bad AC daydreams,
life on you bestow

[below] if you get into it
you are going to need 20 minutes with some seconds
rather not, if you don't
now i click on --> publish post


Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Off


2009 comes to an end
i spend the last days of it,
living some time-off

after enjoying a lovely yet hectic week
with my mom visiting in San Diego,
shopping, visiting friends, and running around


my mom and I at The Old Soud

now i seat and relax and do not much...
unrushed coffee in the mornings
bread, jam, with a side of sweet slow,
then a yoga class in the morning or a walk


it's Dec. 29th and i bought myself a lateish Christmas gift,
this lovely yoga mat bag, on white, light blue and pale yellow boats,
like inviting to let your OMs roll all the way to San Diego's shores...
with big round buttons and cute metal button on top,
i have 2 yoga mats, but never a yoga mat bag before
[insert picture of wide smile here]

cooking slow lunch, like baked potatoes for an hour
with chopped tomatoes, vinegar,
slowness, laziness, smilingness and olive oil


i was about to take a picture of the fresh baked potato but couldn't resist,
i stopped right before i finished it, only it could be documented

and many coffee cups and plenty of tea pots
from this and other worlds...
and some fruit too, so the guilt is not too strong



am really liking it a lot,
this end-of-the-year's idle song...

Thursday, October 01, 2009

mister Blue Jay

so this is one of the things
i feel i could miss from my old house
although i am already planning
to put a bird feeder at my new place


[click on the photos to enlarge, it's worth, he's a pretty guy]

ahh mister Beautiful Blue Jay here
i looove their mocking sounds
so loud and irreverent
and they are such beautiful elegant guys
of course they take dives at the cats
and people, they are a little too territorial
but wow! their blue feathers are some of the
loveliest shade of blues that nature can produce



and these Californian Jays are actually
Western Scrub Jays
beautiful moody guys

Monday, May 12, 2008

Saturdays

Samstag zu Hause, am frühen Nachmittag
Saturday at home, early in the afternoon
Sábado en casa, temprano por la tarde



Tuesday, September 18, 2007

wo die Zitronen blühn?



i've been at home the past 2 days
a little sick
yesterday i went for a little walk
and ended at one of the used bookstores
around my house

i was glad to find a Schubert's 200 song
for the piano & voice...

and what was my nice surprise!
I can still read music, sheets of music
die Musik, die Noten!
after all these years
without playing piano
which i did for many years...

and even nicer surprise was to understand this little chunk of Deutsch
wonderful Goethe's words
"wo die Zitronen blühn?" wonderful!
i read them and knew at once what they meant...

one of my dreams
to be able to read my favorite authors on their mother language
Julio Cortázar en Español
Julian Barnes in English
and why not?
maybe soon I can read
Herman Hesse auf Deutsch