Thursday, March 20, 2008

my little: Frühling/Spring/Primavera, make your choice

Man spürt das Herannahen des Frühlings.
You can sense the coming of Spring.
El inicio de la Primavera.

[and this is how it looks... my little private Spring]


[portraits of the little flowers i planted last year blooming
right in time for Spring, and my tired leg still with shoe after
a long day at work and a light dinner, now gone... ]

and as for the in-3-different-languages vocables
for this season, i stick to the one in Español

i think is the most-adequate sounding one for
what this season represents

surely, and at least to my mexican ears
Primavera, sound much accurate
than Frühling or Spring

yet a matter of taste, of course
i hope if you read here
you submit your vote...

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Kiyo's 1st birthday

Kiyo hat heute Geburtstag
today's is Kiyo's birthday
Hoy es el cumpleaños de Kiyo



I found this old post from March 20 2007
it was March 19 when I got my
fishy-friend Kiyo!
so today is his 'official' 1st birthday!

if you see this old photo of him
you can see he was smaller
and of a lighter peach color
and even a little 'transparent'
he has grown at least 1/2 inch
and his color has turned deep dark
also his fins are longer

here as he looks lately



in just 1 year we have been through a lot together
we survived his Popeye and fin rot infection

his has a newer and improved home these days
he started with a 1 gallon tank with a natural plant
and used to eat just pellets
but now he lives in a 2 gallon tank
with a heather, an artificial plant to keep away infections
and his diet is way richer!
he still eats pellets but also flakes
brine shrimp and blood worms
he really like the blood worms

and i am happy to have this lovely red friend
for a whole year now!
Betta fishes life span varies from 2 up to 5 years!
being a regular span life 3 years

so i hope my friend Kiyo stays with me for a while still
he's been a neat little companion...
and!

Alles Gute zum Geburtstag, herr Kiyo!
Happy Birthday, mister Kiyo!
¡Feliz Cumpleaños, señor Kiyo!

Monday, March 17, 2008

st. patrick's day and nat king cole

March 17 was
St. Patrick's Day
half of the people at my office
wore something green
and we eat shamrock cookies
this year i missed the soda bread
and a cold Guinness beer but all the bars
around my house, that happen to be Irish
were full!



and it is also
Nat "King" Cole birthday

on Sunday
i saw The Blue Gardenia
a thriller from 1953 with Anne Baxter
and... one of the first appearances
in the big screen of Nat King Cole
singing the theme song



the film is directed by Fritz Lang
and it is a pretty decent Film noir

Sunday, March 16, 2008

rain, wine, and an afternoon with open-air organ

it rained all night
traces of rain on the
now-sunny morning



at it is 49°F (9°C) here!
too cold for a March in San Diego
still, meister Sun shows its face this morning

and to see meister Jackson Borges
playing the Organ at Spreckles Theater this afternoon

Jackson is my friend from die Deutschstunde!
he told us last class about this event
where he's the main organist
and the 3 Bach pieces on an open-air venue
at 2pm sound rather delightful!

last night found a red wine, that promises no headaches
Red Well 2006, a Californian table red wine
from Heartswork Winery
since reads sulfites-free
i don't believe any red wine can be
sulfite free a 100% but at least less sulfatoide i guess it is
i had a glass last night, and clear headed today
the flavor is cheerful and very light bodied
so it's easy to drink a little too much of it



oh strange days around here
some things are really slow
but time seems to be flowing so fast
i feel like staring at the world
from the sidewalk sometimes
without jumping into the rushing traffic hour
myself
things on-hold, yet feelings and movement
are not

Friday, March 14, 2008

elvis

[singing]
We're caught in a trap
I can't walk out
Because I love you too much baby

[singing]



Suspicious Minds is
the best Elvis song ever!

'cause even if you are a 'darketo'
a punk-electronic-rocketo,
a country man, a jazzy fellow
or a classic old chap...

we have to admit that he was the King!
and i am not an Elvis fan
but this song, ah! and...
his ala king-of-rock life, death
and legacy
just cannot be denied

as i can't deny when i listen to it
i silly-smile
with gray sweater and messy bathroom



i am mostly a silly woman
i smile a lot and i am simple-natured
nothing sophisticated to see here...
i am almost 40 years old
and i am still lost on my own little world
the same one that i had in my head when i was 12 years

i still get excited with Sherlock Holmes stories
even if Saramago stole my innocence once

and yes, i have traveled, i have loved,
i have lost, and i have won
and those precious trophies are mostly smiles and hugs
(the only important things to really care about, as i think...)
i always arrive late and i am rather informal
but apart from being always late
i do not usually tell lies

yet, the core in my spirit is the same
and for that simpleness of mind
i guess i am thankful
as a Steppenwolf song (The Pusher) said:

"You know I smoked a lot of grass and I've popped a lot of pills
But I've never done nothing that my spirit couldn't kill"

and as everybody
i have my bad and my good days
i am temperamental and simple-minded at the same time
i trust to death but then i grow suspicious of even
a fly too close to my head

but then i have my fixes
those precious cures that we all look for
sometimes is a cold beer in the middle of the night
while playing an old record

sometimes is the phone call to a loved one

and all these marvels i find and i
find them around the corner too!
on the smile of an unknown child
or the salute of a warm face crossing the side walk
with me at the same time
or on more expected places as in
art, literature, all that cult stuff
but then pop-art, i do can cry to pop-ness as well as to
profoundness, and sometimes these old songs...

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

zeppelin sounds

and as suggested per
moloko vellocet
ah! a led zeppelin therapy
and with tomorrow another cup of hot café
the cure is reaching soon the head



and things seem to be setting into place

thank God for comments, friends, telephones,
working-breaks, communications, food,
smells, distant and close voices, música
and yes! for mental break-downs...
también!!

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

pointless (zapatos viejos y pantuflas)

this night
all feels so pointless

so gray
and so boring...

tired like my old shoes
sleepy like my over-used pantuflas



now that the physical pain is gone
seems that a strange indifference
has taken over me and lately
sophomoric dreams are one-sided
and lonely

if you were to knock at my door
one splendid night!
oh lovely surprise
it would be
to mix my little home
and your smiles

but, no surprises
no furtive messages
another long night alone
again, boring...

yet i still wait
for a coming morning
even if nothing
even if empty
even if lonely

because
in the mornings
at least there's the aroma of coffee

i have survived 38 years
with and without little disappointments
not even sun rays are always there
but one can make her own coffee
that scares away this
my self aromas of loneliness

Sunday, March 09, 2008

time loss, weight gain

today the day loses 1 hour
daylight saving time


meine Eieruhr (oder Sanduhr) - meine Küche
my egg-timer (sand clock) - my kitchen
reloj de arena - mi cocina

and an hour less or an hour more
we cannot stop the pass of time
here my little 3 minute sand-clock
i use it for brewing teas and running eggs
and every time it dances up-side down
i know i have 3 minutes less
or have gained 3 more...

but not all is lost, some is gained!

and since i have been eating very well
i have gained some pounds!!

this morning's "light" breakfast
mein "kleines" Frühstück
mmm, latkes...
those potato pancakes,
eggs and wheat pancake
plus sauces, not so light, i think...
oh the coffee was great though
Peet's Garuda Blend



last night's 3rd dinner
a delicious Double Chocolate Stout
an indulgent Bier beer cerveza



at the end all balances itself out
what??!! noooo...

Saturday, March 08, 2008

today, die Bücherei

Besuch der Bücherei
Visit to the library
visita a la Biblioteca



hier\here\aquí

i read Spring Snow in 2005
my friend Lisa gave it to me
it is part of Yukio Mishima's tetralogy
The Sea of Fertility
today, after 3 year, i picked up
at the library
the volume 2...
Runaway Horses



Mishima writes some beautiful passages
and profound characters that remind you
of what serious literature is for


as seen on the 2nd Floor of the Mesa College Library
San Diego, California - 3/08/2008

Friday, March 07, 2008

finally!

endlich
at last
finalmente

i have finished all the antibiotics

in 30 days
i took 70 antibiotics pills
separated in 2 sets of
1 week and then
10 days



and as mister Daniel Defoe's text
points
"this thing has very much affected me"
but today i start to feel more like myself
[wonder if that's a good thing, maybe i was better
awfully quiet as i was... hmm, a thought for tonite]

and not sure why
but when i am sick or in an introspective mood
i always go back to read quirky old ghost stories
and short tales of a remote past
like this one
The Apparition of Mrs. Veal
short classic ghost story
from a long time ago
some old English words drove me
to the dictionary for a double check



but a treat for those my dizzy days!
good to be coming back to 'normal'
and tonight
i might even play more with pictures
and sounds
have a good weekend
wherever you are