so few times lately i feel proud of myself
i do work every day
and i do what a 'regular' sort of responsible
citizen is expected to do
but since i don't exercise anymore,
those little feelings of accomplishments
and self-fulfillment that come with running an extra-block
or swimming an extra lap, haven't been around
i don't really go out of my way to do much these days
but today
but i was able to finish Bourdain's Kitchen Confidential
'right on time!'
as i posted before
i was being lazy even with books!
so i pushed a little and today
last day of November i was able to finish on time the book
it took some effort to concentrate to confess
and with this tendency i have to sabotage myself
i had to be extra careful, i left the house so i didn't have
many distractions, i buried myself in a Starbucks
and ordered a black coffee, sat & read & read & read
of course, i got distracted many many many times
by the colorful walls and the squarish semi-art
my mind tricked me into counting the birds on top of
this coffee drinker seated outside
later it made me focus on the lady-in-black
crossing the street
even the backs of chairs were
appealing... and every time, i'd be too distracted
i'd take a photo and go back to read... it worked!
lots of bad rushed photos, lots of pages read
a cheap way of entertaining yourself
and even thought, by the time i left Starbucks
i wasn't done with the book, i made a huge advance there
i came home, made an extra mug of cherry green tea
and devoured the Afterword
i have the 'updated edition'
so like in a trance, i read all the extra materials
'A Conversation with Anthony Bourdain',
an article by Bourdain on New York dinning recommendations
and others
i read the whole thing!!
and just to make sure, i wasn't being a flake, as i usually am
i read the colophon, the printing credits
the back cover and even the back of the book a couple of times
it was so cool update it at Goodreads.com
from the currently-reading to read shelf...
ah!! nothing like the sense of accomplishment
after doing something just for the pleasure of doing it
and for yourself, no work to complete, no social engagement
just following your own rules
nice when it works!
now to keep in one-per- month book state
until i am back on good-reading-shape
and comes to me automatically, spontaneously
as it once did
even with the fun things in life
sometimes one has to shake laziness
and discipline yourself to have fun out there
yeah yeah yeah
read a little book you too, today
or listen to a whole album, start to finish
or a cool article...
ah anyway another week comes ahead...
