brainwashed

the best web-site on music ever
http://brainwashed.com/

i would have to confess that i actually liked better their older site
the one with central text and 2 green bars on the side...

still, the best!
they are home of one of my favorite bands
godspeed you! black emperor

and listen to brainwashed radio
http://brainwashed.com:7000/
or
http://brainwashed.com/index.php?option=com_wrapper&Itemid=51

enjoy!

another day, another crow

clickable dark feathered icon

yes, some nights are this idle

personal library
with long shot at the end of the video
of my favorite reading of 2005
THIS PLACE ON THIRD AVENUE
The New York Stories of John McNulty.
By John McNulty.
and Ezra the bookfinder, has found it...
well the smiths cemetry gates, what can i say? that...
A dreaded sunny day So I meet you at the cemetery gates
Keats and Yeats are onyour side A dreaded sunny day
So I meet you at the cemetery gates Keats and ...

a thing to remember

just too little out if to really write about
but as this
a calm peaceful night

one of those sit next back next reflex next much calm...
or more just plainly playing a la Stephen McTo... ha!
or just as in i didn't really forget to bring my towel

a retrospective rather so
rather so? i knew it was a bad idea
don't panic! though heh heh

the event of the week
was
the border issue at the crossing point

sunday since 10.30 until way after
the noon
that is 6 pm

my aunt & i trying to cross the border
me gringa, she ok visa

details soon

ok rather happier nicer stuff to remember too
but of those
you & i knew

sunday border
a story to write soon

tia mary really sorry
for the behavior of a country
that likes to crunch some souls

book reading

i was reading my book
but not really paying attention to the plot
i was just watching the little empty worms
those spaces of light that are left between sentences and words
then magically realized
that the empty spaces were delineating
another form
those blanks were drawing... calling
the letters of a name
of a shape of what i think might be your soul
a letter T first appeared, then an H
later an I followed by the L, and to finish with an O…

and yes your name was there!
in the empty spaces of a novel
now accompanied by small image
that since this morning
i keep of your face in a little corner of my soul
close to where i storage small doses of hope

polar bear not quite at the pole

i don't really like zoos
and i worried about this furry guy being a bit too warm
but he seems pretty happy, huh?
a wonderful time with my aunt at the
world famous san diego zoo

if the resolution is too bad
you can always check the original
at my youtube account, it is bad there too heh
http://youtube.com/watch?v=W15aNal9iJU

summer little poem

nobody believed me
and the grill was outside
reality’s clear transparent but why not sidetrack
the coals are flushing brave
the friends the behinds
never the charcoals could understand
this late summer pain

an unknown face

same skylight
same sleepy cat
that is not mine

a soul to excavate
if not ‘cause of the similarity i know i were assembling
would not differentiate between comparison and déjà vu
these strange days

head ache now gone
was i really much happier those green belly days?
waiting for a well-known face
back then?
or the expectations to wait will bring happiness again?

so strangely superfluous your velocities and mine
wish had even slower time
like in mailed letters
like in mailed loves
the ones that haven’t happened yet

not all slow that is left is my own
slowness
dying slow, feeling into the soul
living waiting
living without hesitation
without love
without knowing your face

analyzing every second
while it is gone

and you an unknown face
unknown yet soul
so far across continents unheard of
the same window
the same cat, still not mine

and every second you more afar
seem to be as goes another night
another day

migraines

i found out the cause of the nausea on tuesday
i had a migraine coming on

migraines
are one of the worst things that my body has ever been through
this one was a really hard one
i get migraines about every 3 months
but this one was probably one of the hardest ones i ever felt

i left the office in the middle of a puking festival on tuesday
and ended at the emergency room
thanks to perro-friend and my lovely non-speaking english aunt that were with me

not a good tuesday after all but medication did it for me this time

the doctor gave me two shots that made a whole difference though
a toradol double injection
followed by a 'being very high' sensation but with some relief
and another single shot of reglan to stop the nausea
this might be gross but hey! it is my gross blog
so i can write any gross stuff eh?
before the shots, i vomited about 20 times
10 at the not-very-clean-office bathroom
and at least another 10 at home

and well the photo below shows
how your heads feels while having one of these lovely
headaches called migraines
i wonder what people in the past used to do
when this kind of pain was going on and medication wasn't invented yet
mmm? guess that's why the mortality rate was so high

i really thought, the way i felt tuesday that that was it
but no! here i am again & still
oh well!

8

8/8/2006

8 / 8 / (2 + 0 + 0 + 6) = 8

8 / 8 / 8

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